Thursday, July 20, 2017

amaranth [everlasting flower]

this time  is like noah's ark ,
forest rave:
arc of the covenant
a prince's voice, the deepest dream
dear god
im sorry i walked away from music

im sorry for when i slept when there's such amazing to do[ we
will live to 140 ]
and for when i closed myself to the glimmer in my friend's smile
ever growing beyond curtain s

together ina cedar canoe

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

the wrathful mother who slays fixation with identity

Tröma gÇod Gar’cham
'the wrathful mother who slays fixation with identity'

Khandro Déchen is performing the wrathful gar’cham of Tröma Nakmo. This is a dance which walks in the four directions, wielding the grigug (cleaver) which is Dorje Naljorma made manifest as the perfect vajra weapon for decapitating the dud-zhi, or four demon neuroses: territorialism, aggression, obsession and paranoia. For the purposes of this enactment, Tröma Nakmo manifests as trülku emanating from Dorje Naljorma which is her long-ku manifestation, spontaneously arising from Kuntuzangmo. As the long-ku manifestation of Tröma Nakmo, Dorje Naljorma is recognised as being the quality of all her activity, which is in part represented by the grigug.

Watching Khandro Déchen perform this dance one cannot help but notice the decisive and vigorous movements of the grigug. As the blade slashes through the air, the person dancing will see neurosis being eviscerated by the perfect feminine weapon. Just like Tröma Nakmo, the gar’cham is performed precisely, decisively and swiftly. Her movements are powerful and direct. She never hesitates but acts instinctively in the pure realm of non-dual awareness which is the foundation and display of the five elements.

Friday, July 14, 2017


[excerpt: linda tucker, the mystery of the white lions]

credo mutwa, zulu sanusi [medicine man]
: the river that never runs dry :

on one occasion, i raised this question with mutwa.

"you explained to me that the name timba-vaati has to do with the descent of this star thing to this precise spot on the globe," i began. "but in the mythology of timbavati, maria has explained to me that the name timbavati also has to do with a river that never runs dry - a starry river or an underground river..."

"this is also true. yes, yes," he said empathetically.

"do you know, credo, that the ancient egyptians believed that the river nile was an earthly copy of the milky way?"

"it does not surprise me, ma'am."

"but i need to understand this, credo: why should timbavati's knowledge be the same as that of the egyptians?"

"ma'am, all knowledge in the world is connected. it is all from one great source. there is nothing that the ancient egyptians knew that we do not know. we believe that the milky way is the spinal fluid of the universe. there is a lot of water carried between the stars, and it may be distributed across space in this way. amarava [credo's spirit guide] has told me water is not native to our planet, but came to us through the star which you call sirius."


"listen to me carefully," mutwa continued with the same gravity. "in our tradition we believe that in the center of the earth there is a very deep hole, and in that hole there is a sacred mountain made completely of gold or copper." he went on to explain how wisdom emanated from this golden mountain of hidden knowledge "like a great river, nourishing all places, all lands, and all beings."

he spoke prophetically about how it would be brought to the surface for all to see "at the end of this world and the beginning of the new world" and how "it will shine for all living beings." at this epiphanic moment in time, he told me, "all beings shall share in the great knowledge of the gods, and become as gods."


I Ching, Hexagram 15: Humility

There is a mountain inside earth; this is Humility. Thus the jun zi [superior man] takes excess from the more to enrich the less and measures goods to ensure fair distribution.

[To prepare oneself to accept what is fair among all his fellow men is the essence of humility.]


the spherical bodies [sun, planets and others] may actually be hollow inside. because they behave very much like a resonating bell, which is hollow inside. of course if the bell was full inside it would not ring very well at all [...] 

if you actually shrink the earth, some 60%, the plates come together very nicely, it is a much better fit than the continental drift theory. it is remarkable that it is not being considered more seriously by modern scientists, because it is such a perfect fit.

the expanding earth theorists at the university in australia, came and asked me if i had a mechanism to describe why the earth is expanding. 

it is a deeper question than that, it is a question of why the universe is expanding. it has to do with matter production.

there may be, in the center of the earth, a structure in which a small singularity is present.

yep, that's right, i just said a small singularity. a small black hole.

[and the same for the sun.]

- nasseim haramein, unified field physicist


Painting of Mount Meru found in Buddhist cave sanctuary in Chinese Turkestan.
This image is a very good representation of the hour-glass shape of the mountain with the gateway or "golden city" on top.
Shumisen-gizu (A Representation of Mount Sumeru), detail,
first half of the 19th century.


The perfect square has no corners.
The perfect vessel is not yet finished.
The perfect music is without sound.
The perfect form is without shape.

Tao is hidden, unnamed – yet always brings fulfillment.

- Lao Tzu, Tao Te Ching


The hourglass (or wormhole-shaped) World Mountain, Meru,
rises from the great ocean of space, (Japan, 1678).
The wormhole shape suggests Meru was a gateway to another dimension.

Pendant worn by Sumerian King representing the Dark Star. Legends tell of a Dark Star with destructive energies, and involvement with the cataclysmic war of the ancient Gods.



Robert Temple’s theory about extra-terrestrial visitors, who gave civilisation to the ancients, proposes that Sirius has a second companion. The Dogon tribe have described this 3rd Siriun ‘star’ as the ‘Sun of Women’, and they represent it as a cross (1). In turn, it has a companion known as the ‘Star of Women’. Temple has outlined the attempts to verify that a second dwarf star belongs to the Sirius system:

“But evidence has now been found of the kind of Sirius C suggested by the Dogon. And such a discovery having been made, it conclusively establishes the validity of the Dogon claims. The Dogon information about the actual orbit of Sirius C is very confused and incoherent, apparently contradictory.” (1)

[personal note: i do not agree that 'nibiru' is anything beyond fiction. however evidence suggests the existence of sirius c.]
good overview of the function of the stargates:


excerpt from Cosmic Trigger: The Final Secret of the Illuminati, by Robert Anton Wilson

"Recently, English playwright Heathcote Williams sent me a Xerox of There Is No More Firmament, a one-act play written by the pioneer surrealist, Antonin Artaud, back in the early 1920’s. This strange, weirdly suggestive drama certainly deserves to be mentioned as part of the Sirius Mystery.

"There Is No More Firmament begins with discordant music indicating ’a far-off cataclysm.’ The curtain rises on an ordinary street scene, with actors coming and going rapidly. There are bits of ordinary conversation (’Wines ... windowglass ... gold’s going down’), suggestions of violence and insanity (’He’s undressing me.

Help, he’s ripping my dress off...’ ’I’m on fire, I’m burning, I’m going to jump’) and, finally, the word ’Sirius’ repeated in every tone of voice and every pitch of the scale: SIRIUS ... SIRIUS ... SIRIUS ... SIRIUS ... Then a loudspeaker thunders, ’THE GOVERNMENT URGES YOU TO REMAIN CALM.’

"Actors rush about claiming that the sun is getting bigger, the plague has broken out, there is thunder without lightning, etc. A reasonable voice tries to explain, ’It was a magnetic phenomenon...’ Then the loudspeaker tells us:


"One actor claims it is the end of the world. Another says it is two worlds ramming each other.



"Jeff said for this track it is about the risks you have to take in your life if you want to make it a better place." 
- Youtube Commenter: verapamil07 
"It's like this music rose out of the earth as a gateway to the stars. Absolutely sublime - I never tire of it."
- Youtube Commenter: Andrew Turner

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Tuesday, July 4, 2017

seven line prayer

ghost dance

Comanche drawing of Ghost Dance ceremony
Anonymous Comanche drawing of Ghost Dance ceremony, with line of men and women holding hands, shown in rear view ca. 1903?
"wovoka tried to promote the concept of the dance, and said look:

you will get the fire in the circle, you will feel the heartbeat of the drum, you will feel the oneness of each of the dancers.

you will become one with them and at the same time you are different. you are individuals but you are one.

all of the contradictions and the mysteries of the universe get brought together in the dance.

the fire is there, the wisdom is there, the ancient ones are there."

- robert morning sky

Sunday, July 2, 2017

the alchemies of horus

[voice, words: Mary Magdalen, channeled through Master Alchemist Tom Kenyon]

The Alchemies of Horus refer to a body of knowledge and methods for alteration of the KA body. In this understanding, as the KA embodies, or acquires greater energy and light, there is an increase in one’s magnetic field, and that which the initiate desires becomes more quickly manifest.

However, in surrender to one’s own Celestial Soul, or the BA, the pursuit of personal desires, although not abandoned, is no longer the focus of one’s entire existence. Instead, one looks upwards, so to speak, to the higher capabilities of one’s self, as perceived thorough the BA, or the Celestial Soul.

The Celestial Soul, or the BA, exists within a much higher level of vibration than the physical body (the Khat) or the KA (the spiritual or etheric twin to the physical form). Within the KA body there are pathways that can be stimulated and opened. The activation of these secret passages within the KA brings it much greater power. The alchemies of Horus are designed to strengthen these, to activate the latent powers and abilities of the initiate through what is called the Djed, or the ascending seven seals, what the Yogi’s and Yogini’s of India called the chakras.

Within the school in which I was trained we learned how to activate the Serpent Power, moving it in specific paths in the spinal column, and opening up circuits within the brain. This created what is called the Uraeus.

The Uraeus is often a blue fire that extends up the spine both laterally and horizontally and into the brain, and it undulates with the changes in energy within these pathways. The activation of the Uraeus increases the brain’s potential for intelligence, creativity, and most importantly—receptivity, for the task of the Initiate is to change the quality of one’s being, so that the attunement of the BA or Celestial Soul is clear and unobstructed.

When I, an initiate of Isis, joined together with Yeshua, there were specific pathways I had to open within myself. I was stunned, however, to discover that many of these pathways were spontaneously opened in his presence. I trembled as a woman, having to struggle with my own passions and desires; for the path of the Initiate is to use the energy of passion in a highly specific way, and not to simply be carried off by it; for alchemy requires that energy be contained so that it can be transformed.

Yeshua and I achieved the state—what is known as the Four Serpents. This occurs when both have mastered the internal Alchemies of Horus to the extent that they can activate both the Solar and Lunar Serpents within their spines.

Clairvoyantly, there is a central channel that runs through the spine, and to the left there is a Lunar Circuit and to the right a Solar Circuit, called the Ida and Pingala by the Yogi’s and Yogini’s. In the Alchemies of Horus one causes these two circuits to be activated by magnetic fields that are snakelike.

The Lunar Snake on the left side is pitch black, the color of the Void; so indeed, it is the embodiment of the void itself and holds the potential as the Creatrix of all things.

The Solar Serpent is gold.

An Initiate causes these Two Serpents to rise upward. As they rise upward they pierce the chakras and cross over each other. In the Alchemy of Horus these Two Serpents cross each other through the fifth seal, or throat, and all seals beneath.

They then face each other, at the area approximately where the pineal gland is, or the center of the head. Here a chalice is envisioned with the pineal gland at the very bottom of the chalice itself. These Two Serpents are living—in that they are not static but vibrate and scintillate and ripple with energy—and the writhing of their bodies within the KA activates an increase of magnetic potential.

In the advanced practices of the Sexual Magic of Isis the male Initiate causes both of his Serpents to rise through the KA body of the female and the female causes her Two Serpents to rise through the KA body of the male. The explosive power of this practice is like the energy released by an atomic bomb. The massive tidal waves of magnetic can strengthen the KA beyond imagination—or destroy it if not handled properly.

For I tell you now that within the heart and the mind and the body wisdom of the feminine lie some of the greatest secrets and greatest powers---and they await to be revealed. From the Initiatory standpoint, to become the High God Horus means that one has activated the highest potentials of consciousness within the human form. But this was traditionally done for one’s self only. But Yeshua had done it on behalf of all mankind. This is his legacy.

And the secrets of the elevation of consciousness through Sacred Sex, as was practiced by I and Yeshua, has been stolen by the Church. I realize in sharing of my story that only a handful will understand—but that is enough.

As the light and heat moves upwards it passes through the center of the Chalice between the Two Serpents, up to the crown of the head. From here, a most remarkable phenomenon occurs. From the left side of the crown an energy descends that is liquid-like in nature. This liquid is called the Red Serpentine Drops. From the right side of the crown another liquid-like energy moves down into the Chalice, called the White Serpentine Drops. It is the heat and light of the internal RA that cause the crown to secrete these substances. As the two mix together several things can occur. There can be the sensation of a sweet taste in the back of the throat—what the Yogi’s and Yogoni’s call Amitra, but which we in the Isis Cult refer to as the Spring Waters, for they seem to come from the spring within the head.

By nature, the Sex magic of Isis steps up the alchemical process. The heat gets turned up, so to speak, the dross becomes clear, that which needs to be purified comes painfully into focus. If one does not understand that this is one of the byproducts of alchemy, one might be disturbed by the arising of difficult psychological material. But actually, this is one of the results, for the internal pressure created through the intense alchemy generated through the Sex Magic of Isis causes the KA body to extrude, or press out of itself all impurities and clear itself of all Obstacles to Flight.

I was content to remain with the essence of Yeshua that I carry in my heart and mind, but Isis herself, came to me and said that now I must tell my story…that the lies of the last two thousand years must come to an end…that the feminine is returning in balance to the male….that the Cosmic Mother is revealing herself.

veiled isis
And so it is that I reveal one of the lost secrets of the ages---that the Spirit, the male principle, in order to return to itself through its journey through Matter, requires the assistance of the feminine principle, the intelligence of Matter itself.

But from the solar light-filled perspective of the masculine principle, the feminine principle carries within her the dark, moist and dangerous abyss. The solar principle feels threatened by the darkness of the lunar aspect. But it is in the joining of the Sun and the Moon, the joining of the masculine and feminine principles, in equilibrium, in energetic balance, that true illumination is obtained.

The truth is that Osiris cannot rise without Isis, nor Isis without Osiris. The high God Horus is birthed from the magnetic of their joining. The male initiate, being electric by nature, thinks he can make this happen by himself, but he cannot. Isis waits for him to recognize this, but he does not. For centuries, she has waited.

To those who have the courage to practice the Alchemies of Horus, and for those who choose to live in Sacred Relationship, I give my blessing. May the blessings of the Cosmic Mother follow you upon your journey to yourself. May the path between the Sun and Moon be revealed.

- Mary Magdalen